Jesus, heavenly Father
Thank you for your everlasting and abudant love.
In you I find all strength.

Let us bring the JUSTICE.

For the past two weeks, I have been meaning to blog. I've been in prayer, in thought about what to write. Nothing came, nothing was reveiled. Intil last night I went to the movies with a bunch of my friends. Movies always seem to impact me. This is why I am careful in which ones I will watch, and which movies I pre-take in. You may- or may not agree with this statement but I think everything is spiritual. So when you watch a horror film, something is happening in the spiritual. Anyway, the opposite could happen as well, God could use a film to reach out , to bring the community the world aware of a problem. This is exactly what the movie I saw yesterday did. I saw Blood Diamond, it was amazing how I felt God there last night. So I highly suggest you see it. It is graphic so just letting you all know.

Lately for the past couple of months I have felt God continuely tell me " Bring Justice" , we have NO IDEA what the HELL goes on in the world. The rape, the torture, the pain, the suffering, the HELL... the absolute HELL. We go on mission trips, and we help and thats awesome. But if you stop and think, do we bring Justice. To stop living our lives, and truly put ourselves in Jesus shoes, walk in PURE love, faith, and compassion. This is a life style, and I believe that we are ALL called to live this. Whether your heart is for the homeless on the street who needs a fix, the dying mother of three children of HIV, or your brother who HATES God because his life is the shit. We are CALLED!! A friend of mine got a vision, of a picture the other month, of God ringing a huge massive bell. There was youth, lying all over the ground, some completely dead, others awake but not in tune. The other half was either half kneely, or on FIRE and trying to awake the others. It is NO lie in the last month I have had three people tell me, THIS IS THE GENERATION. Its true, WE ARE THE ONES!!! Think, and stop where are you with the Lord, and who do you want to become. God is waiting, and crying over our generation. We need prophets to awake this nation. Are you going sit and wait for the groom to come? Or are you going to run the race, saving and redeeming people from the HELL.
WE ALL ARE IN THE CALLING.... come and join me.
I want to be ALIVE and FREE.

Fall on me,
Ever so gently,
washing, washing,
My filthy stains.
Shower me,
In Your love.
Breathe on, breathe on,
These dry bones break these chains.
Break these chains.

Set me free,
set me free,
Set me free,
set me free.


- The Wildings

Its time-

People on our knees-
No more wasting time, the days are nearly over
The groom is quickly coming, He greets us with a kiss
And says that you have been chosen for such the time as this.
I choose to follow You, Forsaking all You know, Taking up my cross.
And if I die, I die. To find my life in You. Lord this is my cry!

I firmly believe that this is exactly what the Lord is calling of each and everyone of us. We are such a depressing and selfish nation. I don't mean that as a threat, but it is honestly true. I am fed up with this nation, just longing to leave. But as I realized, that will not solve the problem. It is me that is the problem. I have given in to hatred, selfishness, to all the twisted lies. I am like all of us, impure, sinful, fallen. But God is calling us out, redeeming us from all of the deceitfulness of the devil, and has given us grace. That is amazing, but I feel all I can give back is emptiness, darkness, and hopelessness. I cant do this any longer, I look back at the past and wish that some how it could come alive once again. I miss dancing before the throne of God whole-hearted, bowing at His feet in worship. I don't know what happened in the past two years, but relationships went down hill. People stopped caring about one another, and there wasn't enough prayer! The church community is fallen, THIS is the time when we NEED to be praying together for REVIVAL! We are the chosen ones, and HE will meet us whether were ready or not. I want to and need to re-commitment. I want to live once again on complete fire for God. Life has so much more Love Joy and Peace. But in order to do this I need help from the body!

Psalm 45

1 My heart is stirred by a noble theme, as I recite my verses for the king; my tongue is the pen of a skillful writer.
2 You are the most excellent of men and your lips have been anointed with grace, since God has blessed you forever.
3 Gird your sword upon your side, O mighty one; clothe yourself with splendor and majesty.
4 In your majesty ride forth victoriously in behalf of truth, humility and righteousness; let your right hand display awesome deeds.
5 Let your sharp arrows pierce the hearts of the king's enemies; let the nations fall beneath your feet. 6 Your throne, O God, will last for ever and ever; a scepter of justice will be the scepter of your kingdom.
7 You love righteousness and hate wickedness; therefore God, your God, has set you above your companions by anointing you with the oil of joy.
8 All your robes are fragrant with myrrh and aloes and cassia; from palaces adorned with ivory the music of the strings makes you glad.
9 Daughters of kings are among your honored women; at your right hand is the royal bride in gold of Ophir. 10 Listen, O daughter, consider and give ear: Forget your people and your father's house.
11 The king is enthralled by your beauty; honor him, for he is your lord.
12 The Daughter of Tyre will come with a gift, men of wealth will seek your favor.
13 All glorious is the princess within her chamber ; her gown is interwoven with gold.
14 In embroidered garments she is led to the king; her virgin companions follow her and are brought to you.
15 They are led in with joy and gladness; they enter the palace of the king.
16 Your sons will take the place of your fathers; you will make them princes throughout the land.
17 I will perpetuate your memory through all generations; therefore the nations will praise you for ever and ever.

Here i am, all for You.

I am here O Lord,
For You, completely for You.
Heal me, purify me, and stretch me .
My heart, my ears and eyes are open to see your GLORY!

All you need.

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does." James 1: 2-8
~All we need is faith, hope & perserverance to win the battle and to calm the storms in our lives. " Thank you Lord for the promises you have made to us. You are a just God." ~